Chapter 232 of 364

As i write them, the words seem surreal.

Strange. Puzzling.

Untrue.

But yes ,they are true- so painfully true.

Its ..day 16 after my dad passed away .

And ...im still sad . it's hurt . Really . maybe this is the feeling when abandoned those who you love.

My feelings are many , complex,confusing-sadness, relief,love,hurt.

A weird discomfort that i am now in the world without father .

I love you dad .

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